I am my own worst enemy

*blows away dust*

Soooo...*cough* It's a long story. It involves a breakdown, extreme childishness, and a bad three-year stretch of mental bad road.

clockwork_fool has been locked down with the exception of anything on the writing tag. This journal was thrown away in a fit of a childish tantrum born of jealousy and a lot of other personal shit that I won't get into. The other is covered in three and a half years of whining, self-pity, and mediocre writing.

And then last week I had two very bad days. What came of them was me coming down very hard, blinking, and going "Oh dear GOD, I need to get right the fuck over myself."

An apology long overdue was made. Another one will be made here.

I'm sorry for being such a fucking self-absorbed drama-queening whinechild.

I'm too old for that shit. I've been too old for it for a good fifteen years, but I've always been a little slow. I'm sorry for that too.

I want to start having fun again online. So I'm going back to where I did.

*waves* So hi. I hope to have something interesting for you in a couple of weeks. I'll get back to you on that. ^_^

And already the spam--just as well it has vikings in it :D

Okay, Shannon Elizabeth, Tom Green, George Takai and someone named Chelsea Handler--as vikings. I have no idea what this show is, but oh god I love Shannon Elizabeth even more now. And George for that matter. XD