thistledear: Beaming chibi aerael head (Default)
My body is bound and determined to ruin my four and a half day weekend. First Thursday brought the girly shit that's been fine and dandy missing for since April, and now my lower back's gone out again.

Thank goodness for leftover muscle relaxers, that's all I can say. :|

Now Imma gonna sit my ass in bed with all my nice pillows and watch the first disc of Nightmares & Dreamscapes, and wait to fall unconscious.
thistledear: Beaming chibi aerael head (Default)
Me: *pondering* You know what might be a really neat job? X-Ray tech.

Sane Part of My Brain: Are you mental?

Me: What? It'd be cool! You get to play with big ass x-ray machines!

SPoMB: Bitch, do you not remember getting your thyroid cut out of your throat because it was full of cancer? And you want to spend the next thirty years or so playing with radiation? Seriously, are you MENTAL??

Me: probably not a good idea then?

SPoMB: How the hell have you lived to see thirty? I mean honestly. >:\
thistledear: Beaming chibi aerael head (writer)
*blows away dust*

Soooo...*cough* It's a long story. It involves a breakdown, extreme childishness, and a bad three-year stretch of mental bad road.

[ profile] clockwork_fool has been locked down with the exception of anything on the writing tag. This journal was thrown away in a fit of a childish tantrum born of jealousy and a lot of other personal shit that I won't get into. The other is covered in three and a half years of whining, self-pity, and mediocre writing.

And then last week I had two very bad days. What came of them was me coming down very hard, blinking, and going "Oh dear GOD, I need to get right the fuck over myself."

An apology long overdue was made. Another one will be made here.

I'm sorry for being such a fucking self-absorbed drama-queening whinechild.

I'm too old for that shit. I've been too old for it for a good fifteen years, but I've always been a little slow. I'm sorry for that too.

I want to start having fun again online. So I'm going back to where I did.

*waves* So hi. I hope to have something interesting for you in a couple of weeks. I'll get back to you on that. ^_^


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